went for my first ever TCM massage and it’s definitely scary at first. i’m really scared of tickles and i’ll shrug even when someone press my muscles. the lady came up with a conclusion that i’m having some structural problems on my spine and neck. it’s really pretty interesting how i couldnt have the massage while lying on the bed but having it while i sit on the chair.

i was giggling and clenching my teeth all the while and she asked me, “are you someone who always say jokes?” 

i: not really, sometimes?

her: you’re actually someone who suppress your feelings right? cause i can feel it based on your muscles and how it’s all tensed up.

haha, it’s pretty interesting.