Decisions
the decisions we made, whether the outcome is good or bad, we got to accept it.
remember once talking with Peijun and end up being thinking that the decisions we make in each and every time really matters. afterall, it’s really the decision we made at the start. it’s literally taking that leap of faith in believing and behold what the future holds. sometimes, after some time, that outcome of that decision might not be what you expected. it comes so naturally for us that when there’s happiness, we dont see ourselves thanking but yet when something struck us, we find ourselves whining and keep having that mentality of ‘that matter cant work..’ etc.
i see myself being at that above scenario before, but i thank God for bringing me out of that vicious cycle(: somehow God would always pull me out of that picture and let me look at that situation as a third party. it might be tough, but let’s not get too emotional and being emotional led about it. yes, there may be disappointments and flaws in people. but at the same time know that there’s a God out there who is big enough to provide us that love and in turn allow us to forgive those who had hurt. it’s always through those circumstances that make us grow.
was just talking to Jasmine on how we had those immature thinking and arguments in secondary school. and how i actually felt it hard to befriend someone else for that fear of betrayal etc. been dealing with this problem for quite some time but as time past, i found myself being able to talk to people once again. not just at that superficial level, but in depth heart to heart talks. wouldnt been able without God.
‘When the pain of remaining the same exceeds the pain that it takes to change,then we will change’
-AR Bernard
